and you are not around */ nathan

[annie louise carter]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 310px; height: 250px; background: #c49ca9 url(http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/4716_i1_77269-1-48-49.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 100px 100px 0px 0px; border: 4px solid #ffffff;] [style=overflow: auto; width: 350px; height: 220px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #dcdcdc; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 0px 0px 50px 50px; border: 0px solid #ffffff;] annie felt so fat. in reality of course, she wasn't fat, she was pregnant. this was the correction that she made to any of the stupid seventh years having a pop at her for taking up so much space in the hallway. she felt like slapping them. obviously they didn't know anything about hormones of a pregnant woman, and how short a temper they could have. hogwarts should have had some sort of sex education program to fix that. she sighed and wondered if they had, would she be in this situation? probably, the condom had broken, no amount of sex ed could fix that. if she'd had any sense back then though she wouldn't have given herself so willingly to the idiot father of her child who had upped and left her when he got scared. and he'd said he'd be there for her and support her. well, that was the interpretation that she'd gotten, and yet here she was, all alone. and fat. she couldn't even fit into the clothes that she loved any more and she didn't find any maternity clothes that were really her style, which wasn't surprising. she clearly wasn't supposed to ever become a mother. and yet, here she was. seventeen and pregnant. she tugged the last maternity top over her head that she was going to try. she was greatful beyond belief for the availablity of leggins, as they hugged her legs which looked awesome, and had a built in stretchy waist. she hated the maternity version of jeans, they sucked pretty bad, with the god awful elastic to compensate for the growing bump. this top wasn't so bad. still wasn't anything like her style, but was better looking than the others today. she went through phases at the moment, one second one thing was great looking on her and the next she looked huge in it. she was seven months now, so it wasn't a surprise that she was built like a house. finally she was done. she tugged on the special maternity jacket that was fleece lined that she had to have to cover her huge stomach, and slipped into her shoes. at least she could accessorize like her old self. multi coloured plastic bracelets (just like the ones that he wore) were sat around her wrist, and elmo earrings from her mother hung from her ears. where she was going, she had no idea, but her ideal place was somewhere that had someone she could talk to. that was unlikely, most people couldn't see past her gigantic stomach. her feet hit each step of the dormitory stairs and she walked at a fast pace through the common room, making a quick exit. she'd had enough of the housemates there judging her. she'd even seen the judgements in writing on the broom cupboard wall. they weren't nice to read. annie was greatful for the fresh air when she finally opened the entrance hall door to step outside. it was bliss, being out in the cold of october. the air was crisp and cold, and ok it did hurt her throat a little breathing in, but it was nice, refreshing. she was glad the sickness had stopped, but this would be one of the ultimate cures. it didn't take her long to find a seat in the courtyard. there weren't many people in there thankfully, though one or two were shooting her dissaproving glares. she gave a look back and sighed. it wasn't long until the seat next to her was occupied, and annie wasn't sure whether or not to be greatful for this company. "can i help you?"

[/color] she asked, placing her hand on her baby bump, as if to protect it from any harsh words that might come from his lips. "your girlfriend finally let you off your leash?"[/color] annie asked, remarking upon the fact that every time she'd seen him recently he'd been stuck to cassandra malfoy's side.
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tagging nathan! wearing here. lyricsriver has run wild, mads langer.

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[nathanlysander]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=overflow: auto; width: 346px; height: 300px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #ffffff; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 30px 30px 30px 30px; border: 4px solid #336600;] Nathan strolled around Hogwarts humming to himself like he owned the place and in his mind he did, nobody ever dared challenge him and when on the rare occasion they did he beat crap out of them, the only things he couldn't do were fly and swim apart from that he could do whatever he wanted. He was a slytherin born and bred and he did act like one a lot but he wasn't completely heartless, he had a secret nerd side that taught him that with great power comes great responsibility. He wandered outside wandering what he could do, he was sure he probably had something he should be doing but he wasn't sure what so he'd decided to just wander about instead. He then noticed Annie sitting alone on a bench, looking incredibly pregnant. He looked around wandering whether to go over or not, after a moment he thought to himself Balls to it, we're doing it live and strolled over and sat himself next to her not saying anything, his mind was wondering how much it would suck to be pregnant, but he did want a kid someday, luckily he wouldnt be the one getting huge and then having to go through the pain of delivery. "Nope" he stated simply to the can i help you question, it wasn't him that needed help, well maybe he could do with some help learning to swim or fly but apart from that he was pretty good for now. "Have you been spying on my bedroom?" he joked, maybe making a joke about kinky stuff wasn't a great way to start a conversation but then again this is Nathan. "You alright?" he asked knowing it was probably a stupid question, she was in school, pregnant and sitting on a bench alone, but he was only being polite. [style= font-family: times; font-size: 30px; color: #; line-height: 35%; text-align: center;] Tell me how I suck again, my memory is hazy~

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[annie louise carter]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 310px; height: 250px; background: #c49ca9 url(http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/4716_i1_77269-1-48-49.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 100px 100px 0px 0px; border: 4px solid #ffffff;] [style=overflow: auto; width: 350px; height: 220px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #dcdcdc; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 0px 0px 50px 50px; border: 0px solid #ffffff;] annie watched nathan carefully, wondering why he'd chosen to communicate with her now. not that she was really complaining. anyone who didn't give her a death glare or disapprove of her choice to keep the baby was a friend to her, and she didn't know many of them. not even the father had stuck around. that asshole. she'd had to slowly accept that he was never coming back. he'd said he was going for a month or something and it had been like three. she couldn't believe that he'd done this to her and she'd been so certain that he would stick around and be there for her. she should have listened to everyone else when they said she was dreaming. but not annie, she was sure it would all be fine. now look. "if you've come to call me stupid or lecture me on using protection you should join the queue."

[/color] annie said, sighing and rubbing her heart a little.

"oh there's a daily report of your bedroom antics circulating, don't you worry. have you been in the broom cupboard recently?"[/color] annie asked, raising her eyebrows. the amout of slander and rumour on those walls was getting ridiculous, it was hard to find space anymore and a heck of a lot of it was centred on her, funnily enough. she couldn't lie, it had hurt to see some of the stuff written there. when he asked if she was alright, she snorted. alright? she'd had heartburn for the best part of the week, her back continued to hurt, and had done for months, she wasn't feeling sick anymore but she was getting the odd braxton-hicks contraction apparently, which was something that the nurse had to explain to her, (false labour or a sort of practice contractions) and she had to deal with that. alright, didn't cover anything that she was feeling.

oh, and trevor had fucked off leaving her a single mother to be who was currently shifting in between normal feelings, and an emotional wreck. was she ok? "only the lucky pregnant ones are alright, pregnant people always have some sort of pain, be it backache or heartburn or picking an asshole for the father."[/color] annie remarked with a sigh, slightly angry tones in her voice. "yeah, thanks though, just peachy. how are you?"[/color] she asked, although to be honest she was a little mad at herself for responding like that because he was one of the first people to ask how she was in ages who wasn't a teacher or a nurse. it was the hormones making her so emotional though, she couldn't really help it. "sorry, hormones"[/color] annie explained, turning her hands attention to rubbing her baby bump again.
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see through my looking glass,
tagging nathan! wearing here. lyricsriver has run wild, mads langer.

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[nathanlysander]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=overflow: auto; width: 346px; height: 300px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #ffffff; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 30px 30px 30px 30px; border: 4px solid #336600;] He hadnt came to call her stupid or to lecture her on using protection, as funny as he'd find that. "Dont worry, im nowhere near enough a responsible adult for that" he stated, it wouldnt be much of a lecture more of him giggling every few seconds if he even attempted to lecture her on using protection. "I havent been in there for a while actually.. i kind of got into an argument with a terrorist or something and well that was weird so yeah i've been avoiding it a little" he said getting lost in thought a little, he kind of hoped the person wasnt serious, maybe he should report it to someone, probably one of the founders as it was kind of about them. "If it makes you feel any better, i fell off a broom and now my knees hurt" he said with a shrug, it wasn't much but he was hoping a little bit of schadenfreude would make her feel better. "It's ok, i'm a teenage guy, i have hormones.. a different kind of hormones but still hormones" he said scratching the back of his neck, his hormones occasionally made him moody but most of the time it just made him want to follow Cassie around and check her out every few seconds. "Anyway, i'm okay, my lifes actually looking up" he said with a smile.. although he hadn't seen sophie in a while which was always worrying the last thing he needed was a crazy ex haunting him like a bad smell, speaking of bad smells he really needed to clean his bed sheets. With that mental note made he turned his attention back to annie "Anyway you got a name for it.. i mean him.. or her.. ..the baby" he asked, he was pretty imaginative and could probably come up with some really awesome names if she didn't have any, he would probably name it Hall if it was a boy, Hall Carter, because that's close to the superhero Hawkman's name, although Hall's not a very good first name, maybe Chris, Chris Carter sounds like he could be a superhero a lot of characters tended to have the same first letter in their first and last name. If it was a girl he'd probably call it Rachel, he wasn't too sure why that one was he just thought it went kinda well. [style= font-family: times; font-size: 30px; color: #; line-height: 35%; text-align: center;] Tell me how I suck again, my memory is hazy~

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[annie louise carter]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 310px; height: 250px; background: #c49ca9 url(http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/4716_i1_77269-1-48-49.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 100px 100px 0px 0px; border: 4px solid #ffffff;] [style=overflow: auto; width: 350px; height: 220px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #dcdcdc; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 0px 0px 50px 50px; border: 0px solid #ffffff;] in all honesty, annie didn't know what to expect from him. he'd never been real friendly toward annie, and he was dating that obnoxious harpie, cassandra malfoy. if annie voiced that insult aloud, he might take it badly and fuck off, but then being alone was just as bad today as being abused with insults and condom suggestions. she could handle that much better than being alone again. it was a funny thing to say, really, as she wasn't alone. she was never alone anymore, not even in the toilets or in the bath. she had a baby with her. a baby inside her, and she should feel like she'd never be alone again. and yet she craved contact of some kind. easy going convorsations, smiles and laughs. a friendly hug. a friend, even. and here was the guy she was presented with. "good, i'm sure after this is over the nurse is going to order me a lifetime supply of condoms. which usually wouldn't be a bad thing and all, but i don't think sex is exactly going to be the first thing on my mind after this"

[/color] annie pointed out with a sigh. no, no sex, there'd be baby bottles and breast feeding and changing nappies and dressing them in babygrows or whatever kids wore these days. annie snorted at nathan's story. [collor=ee0000]"a terrorist? woah, i knew we had almost every kind of person at hogwarts, but that one i did not expect"[/color] she chuckled, and wondered how this guy made himself sound like a terrorist to nathan.

brooms. flying. another thing that annie missed, and probably wouldn't get the chance to do for a while. she loved quidditch, it was one of her main passions, and now she couldn't play it any more. it was dangerous, yes, if you weren't careful, as nathan had just demonstrated. and she had too. her stomach tightened a little as she remembered the spiralling, falling sensation that she'd experienced as she slipped away from her broom. luckily, that was all she'd slipped away from. she'd not died, that was a plus, though she wouldn't have a life any more after what she found out that day on the grass. pregnant her mind groaned at the memory, and at trevor's reaction within it. she missed him. she missed everything that she could no longer have since finding out this information, but to be honest, she wouldn't change it for the world. she loved this kid, as many sacrifices as she'd had to make, she still loved it and refused to give it up for the world. that was probably partly why she left it so long to tell her parents. she was way past the allotted time for abortion by then so they couldn't try and force that on her. not that she thought they would but it was a worry. "oh careful, last time i fell off a broom, i found out i was pregnant. maybe you should take a test"[/color] she teased.

"ah i forgot that for a second. in all honesty i could barely see who you were over the gigantic thing i have in my way"[/color] she joked, talking of course about her huge stomach. it was the main attention seeker and the main reason she got a ton of dirty looks. nathan didn't seem to have that look on his face though. maybe he was actually alright, and cassie was like the devil on his shoulder. "i'm glad, what's caused that?"[/color] annie asked, curious to why he was so chipper. surely the devil woman hadn't caused this good mood. my my my, maybe she had him brainwashed. "i have a feeling that it might be a girl. if it is, i think it'll be amelia, and for a boy, thomas."[/color] she said with a smile, rubbing her hand over her baby bump. she winced as she felt it kick. not that this was such a bad thing, and was in fact, the opposite. kicking and movement was a good sign, but it could be uncomfortable or hurt at times. "how's quidditch treating you?"[/color] annie asked, desperate for some info on the team conditions. she toyed with the idea of watching practices, but in all honesty it would probably be a bad idea, making her miss flying with the team even more.
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see through my looking glass,
tagging nathan! wearing here. lyricsriver has run wild, mads langer.

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[nathanlysander]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=overflow: auto; width: 346px; height: 300px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #ffffff; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 30px 30px 30px 30px; border: 4px solid #336600;] A lifetime supply of condoms ey.. that was where his mind had gone, he had completely forgot what they were originally talking about. "You know, if you dont want those condoms i'll take them" he said with a small laugh, laughing at himself. "Yep a terrorist" he stated with a small shrug as if to say 'i dont know what the hells up with that'. Nathan had come to exect that hogwarts was full of 'unique individuals' here he was someone who cant fly and swim yet acts like he's all that sitting next to someone who wasnt particularly slutty but had ended up pregnant. "First time i fell off a broom i landed in the lake" he said lost a little bit in the memory before adding "and i cant swim". That had been one of the most embarrassing moments in his life so why he was just sharing it around was beyond him, he was pretty sure he hadn't even told Cassie that little fact. He guessed he could tell Annie because she could probably relate with the embarrassment, not that being pregnant was embarrassing just the looks and stuff would probably feel the same, like people are looking into your soul and stabbing it. Once a teacher had saved him he'd ran back to his dorm and spent the rest of the day and most of the next there until he eventually gave into his hunger. What had caused his happiness.. hmm. "Love" he replied simply then left it as that, he was in love, it had took him a while to admit it to himself but eventually he did and he was glad he was in love but it was kind of scary, what if he lost her, he wouldn't let that thought linger so turned his attention back to Annie. "Good names" he said with a nod, they were good names but he began to wonder how he'd rect if she picked terrible names, he couldn't just insult the name of her unborn child. "Oh, quidditch erm.. well Cassie hasn't moaned about it so i'm guessing we're doing good" he said with a shrug, he didn't really watch the matches and when he did go to them he'd just spend the time watching Cassie. [style= font-family: times; font-size: 30px; color: #; line-height: 35%; text-align: center;] Tell me how I suck again, my memory is hazy~

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[annie louise carter]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 310px; height: 250px; background: #c49ca9 url(http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/4716_i1_77269-1-48-49.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 100px 100px 0px 0px; border: 4px solid #ffffff;] [style=overflow: auto; width: 350px; height: 220px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #dcdcdc; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 0px 0px 50px 50px; border: 0px solid #ffffff;] annie sighed as he asked for them and she raised her eyebrows. "she offers me king size, they'll be way to big for you"

[/color] she was winding him up of course, but he practically walked right into that one and she couldn't help herslef. to be honest, that was too good an opportunity to pass up. oh yes, the old annie hadn't gone anywhere. "you run yourself into some pretty weird situations. for example, dating cassie. how did that happen?"[/color] she asked, wondering what on earth that guy saw in her. maybe annie was just hating on cassie a lot more recently because of the pregnancy things, and her temper had been majorly effected by the hormones. but still, her point remained. annie saw almost no attractive qualities in cassandra malfoy that could lead her into any sort of romantic relationship. further more, she still couldn't believe that abraxas malfoy could be her brother, because they were absolutely nothing alike. she'd known brax for awhile, he was close with dasheill who was on the quidditch team as beater with her. she sighed, missing being a part of that team, and missed everyone on it especially so. they were like family.

the feeling of being a team was such a nice one that being off it made you feel so very lonely. with not even the father of her baby supporting her, being pregnant hadn't been as much of a joy for annie as it should have been, and that was disappointing. she'd wanted the traditional planned pregnancy in her future with baby showers and people wanting to touch her baby bump and people giving up their seats for her and asking her when it was due with that nice and happy smile on her face. instead, the father ran away to america to get away from her and the baby and no one else looked twice at her or gave a shit whether she'd been standing for ages. this was sad. in what world did someone deny a pregnant woman a seat just because she was seventeen? she felt so alone and unsupported, and that was why it was so nice to have the company of nathan. it was weird, she'd never thought she'd enjoy his company before but he was actually quite nice to talk to, and funny too.

"oh, wow, that was pretty bad then. you can't swim? i never knew that"[/color] annie asked, a little shocked. her father had taught her to swim in the muggle pools near her home. she'd always loved the water, but not as much as flying. flying was even more freeing than being in the water. she'd always loved flying, ever since her first time on a broom she'd been determined to get on that team, and now her baby was here, and she gave that up for it. did that make her a good mother? annie swallowed the lump in her throat as he said the word 'love'. she knew what that felt like. that was the reason she was in this situation right now. she wished that it was as happy for her as it had been for him. it was a shame that trevor had left her, they could have made it work and been happy. but he didn't do relationships and maybe she was naieve thinking he'd stay. "i'm glad you found someone you care about, even though i don't quite understand why it's her. i thought you and that sophie girl..."[/color] annie trailed off, remembering the return of that blonde girl. annie didn't particularly like either of them really, but sophie seemed to care for him.

"thanks, i thought for ages about it"[/color] she said, looking at her feet. she didn't even get the input of trevor on what to call his child. "i hope gryffindor kick slytherin's ass without me. i wanted so bad to be on the team when they won that cup"[/color] she confessed with a sigh.
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see through my looking glass,
tagging nathan! wearing here. lyricsriver has run wild, mads langer.

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[nathanlysander]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=overflow: auto; width: 346px; height: 300px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #ffffff; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 30px 30px 30px 30px; border: 4px solid #336600;] "I see what your trying to do, your trying to make me retaliate by saying they'd fit fine and then having to prove it, it'll take a lot more then that for someone to get to sneak a peek" he joked turning what she said back on her, he liked doing things like that, he used to do it to Cassie all the time and it would annoy her so much, it was fun. "She's amazing and i love her" he said simply, he couldn't find a flaw in Cassie because for some weird reason the flaws she did have he liked. They were cute, funny or strangely sexy. "Not many people do know that, i dont share my life around with everyone, i enjoy privacy" he stated simply, if people truely wanted to know about him all they had to do was ask, but he wasnt going to go around telling everyone all about his life. Then sophie's name got mentioned and he let out a sigh "I liked sophie a long time ago, she left the country and i was heart broken for a while but i got over it and became a flirt and then i fell for Cassie and Sophie came back, i care about Sophie, she's nice and deserves to be happy but i love Cassie and it's her i want to spend the rest of my foreseeable future annoying the hell out of" he told Annie, he did care about Sophie though, if it wasnt for Cassie they probably would have ended up gong back out with each other, but Nathan cared about Cassie more and unfortunately for Sophie, Cassie's not too keen on sharing. "Shouldnt you hope Slytherin win so then Gryffindor are all like 'oh we suck without annie, she's so amazing'?" he asked with a bit of a shrug, maybe it was just the weird sly slytherin part of im that was saying that but he would have wanted the team to miss him if it was he was her. [style= font-family: times; font-size: 30px; color: #; line-height: 35%; text-align: center;] Tell me how I suck again, my memory is hazy~

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[annie louise carter]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 310px; height: 250px; background: #c49ca9 url(http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/4716_i1_77269-1-48-49.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 100px 100px 0px 0px; border: 4px solid #ffffff;] [style=overflow: auto; width: 350px; height: 220px; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; color: #000000; line-height: 100%; background: #dcdcdc; opacity: 1.0; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 450px; border-radius: 0px 0px 50px 50px; border: 0px solid #ffffff;] "ha, it would be too soon if i saw one of them ever again, look where the last one got me"

[/color] annie snorted, pointing to the giant thing that her stomach had stretched to become. there was a reason for everything though, and at least annie wasn't getting big for nothing. a baby would come out of this, obviously, and then it wouldn't be so bad. but then she'd be stuck with nappy changing and mid-night feeds and very little to no sleep. at that point, annie might take that sentence back. she was sure she'd manage to cope though. the words 'i love her' cut annie like a knife. not because she was in love with nathan, but because she was in love with trevor, and she would probably never hear those words from his mouth about her, or at the very least, about their daughter if they had a girl. no, not if they had a girl. if she had a girl. there wasn't a 'they' any more. it was all on her now, an she''d have to find a way to cope. "don't let that go. as much as i don't see it or understand, don't let her go if you really love her like you say"[/color] annie advised. it wasn't nice, to lose the person that you loved. and she didn't even like admitting that she loved trevor. fuck. what had she let him turn her into?

"it'd be nice if i could keep my life private, but there's a huge freaking indicator of what's going on with me. cassie was one of the first ones to guess."[/color] annie added, remembering the encounter outside of the hospital wing. she'd made so many snide comments about annie messing up her life. annie'd now come to see it in a positive light, and that was good, it was easier to be positive about this route when you felt more like you were doing the right thing. "for what it's worth, sophie seems a bit of a weird one. i would watch your back around her."[/color] annie said, after watching her a little and thinking that she might do something out of spite or jealousy. she smiled at the 'annoying her for the rest of the foreseeable future' comment. that was exactly what annie and trev's relationship had been like. and then the emotional side of her pregnancy came out, and annie struggled to hold back the tears as they welled up in her eyes. she wiped them furiously with her jacket sleeve until they'd stopped and her eyes were left red. "sorry"[/color] she apologised, a tad embarrased.

"i was hoping that i'd be on the team helping them win the cup but there's no getting back on that for me, by the time this pregnancy is done it's over, really, i think. so, i'd just be happy enough to see them win. they worked hard and really deserve it"[/color] annie said with a sad smile. it was true, they had worked very hard and annie didn't want to miss the opportunity but she'd already fucked it up, and she wouldn't wish them to lose if they didn't have her.[/blockquote][/div]

see through my looking glass,
tagging nathan! wearing here. lyricsriver has run wild, mads langer.

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